I miss you already,
So much, that it’s not that I cant eat its that I don’t want to
Because that was our thing
I cant sleep for the same reason
But you know this we’ve done this time and time again
isn’t it funny how time always rips us apart
time is what really hurt us
Our time came now I’m waiting till I see you again in someone else but only for a moment
I wait for those moments because you are worth the moment you made me feel like I was.
All these people and I just want to be alone with you
Because the truth is that someone or something will always tare us apart
and I will be happy for you to go to her
I can only give you so much of me
And I know you will love her more because you loved me
And hopefully, one day, you can love yourself as much as I will always love you
If that makes sense
Im still waiting for you
waiting for you to call me and tell me you’re sorry it took so long for you to forgive me
that you’ve been broken since you left me on that street where I said I’m sorry just as many times as I’ve cried
that every time you see me it takes everything in you to not slam your lips into mine
because you forgot how I taste
that you cant even look yourself in the mirror because you can’t stand to see the person who hurt someone who could actually love you
that you hope my life hasn’t been as empty as yours
that it killed you to leave me and you’re sorry
I’m still waiting, waiting for the day I don’t want this
Your not sorry
you’re waiting for me
for me to stop coming to the shows, waiting to not have to hold your breath as you pass me because you still can stomach to breathe the same air as me
Baby breathe, you don’t have to forgive me
Because I still haven’t
I’m so scared to tell you
I’m so scared to even show you
Because I know you’re scared of it
I know you’ll run
Because I see you do it constantly
You couldn’t have what you wanted now you don’t care
Well, that’s what you want everyone to see
I know you, I know that you need, want, I know you miss love you wake up numb. Baby you’re, not numb you’re lost and what you are looking for is right in front of you and you’re so scared of it you run and hide and when someone brings it up you’re at a loss for words because you haven’t seen it in so long you forgot how to speak to it.
When you actually feel love you reset back to your ground rules run, hide, laugh, hurt, hurt, and hurt others.
Listen, love. Please just finally love again. If not me everything and everyone else because I’m so tired of seeing you hurt.
You have worked so hard I can only imagine.
moments like this are what this is about.
Beartooth- In Between